Should I call it panic attack?

About less than 3 weeks we will having our 2nd baby...but the fact tones of things still not settled

The fact that

- still not complete packed hospital bag for baby...just partial done

- still not packed my hospital bag

- still not settled with kemas 1 rumah...planning this time confinement duduk dlm bilik bawah..last time belasah naik tangga time pantang..kali ni mau lebih proper

- still not buying few items that I think its better this time I have it

- still not finished transfer knowledge to temp staff

The most important thing..adalah belum habis ganti puasa! *Ok masa Syawal hari tu ada buat puasa 6, setelah tnya ustaz baca few links boleh segregate dan dahulukan puasa 6, lps tu buatlah puasa ganti..untk dapat pahala yg dinyatakan..masa tu mmg tak de plan pregnant...yakin Afham akan dpt adik bila dia dh besar sikit,,skrg mcmana? klu kira2 rasa ada dlm seminggu jugak lagi nk kena ganti*

Aduhai..apesal lg bnyk outstanding list nih? pdhal pregnant 2nd tuh..or should I blame workload and never ending fatigue that I have?

Mintak2 by end of this weekend I can strike few things...and ganti puasa latest by next week..Insya Allah.Amin

MomBloggersPlanet Cutest Baby of the Planet – May 2011

Wow wee..MBP back with baby contest
May 2011 theme is "Cutest Baby in RED"

I hope this last minute entry to join this contest is never too late for me since contest ended 30th May 2011 *Phew mak bizi memanjang ngan keje camno nk join mcm2 contest ni?*

So being part of MBP family plus the recent photo shoot in red family, Afham officially can join it..betul tak penganjur?

Name : Sheikh Muhammad Afham Bin Sheikh Norirman Shah
DOB : 7th March 2010

MomBloggersPlanet Cutest Baby of the Planet – May 2011 host and sponsors are as follows:-

1. MBP contest page : http://mombloggersplanet.com/contest-cutest-baby-of-the-planet-may-2011/


2. Photo&Print : http://photoandprint.com.my/


3. KedaiGambarKami : http://kedaigambarkami.blogspot.com/


4. IzzahKids : http://izzahkids.com/

Oh ya later, they will need voting power at MBP Facebook page from 1st to 10th June 2011 *nanti vote ye Afham!!!*

I hate my...

..job

And thinking to quit immediately..So mafan *ini degree kemarahan sudah menggelegak..tau pregnant x elok cakap benda2 xbaik..*

The only thing makes me stayed sbbnya pregnant...klu x dh lama surat cinta dihantar *I admit I worked in 1 co only for 2 years after that usually work review will end up makes me to resign and start with new co*

Just coming back from check up..and of course after asking Dr Hamidah she advised me not to take early leave..kerjalah sehingga dh sakit nk bersalin *okeh last time sminggu dok rumah bosan menunggu delivery day*...but now I think coming to work driving me crazy *sudahle kerja sdiri xsiap, nak ajar staf temp lagik, nk ajar guna SAP tu cmner, kena jugakler wt documentation in case temp lupa step (ha amik mcm2 aku spoon feed kat temp..tak gitu?), kena buat sikit kerja org dh resign –replacement hanya dtg 16/6...and 101 other –ve thinking*

The only think makes me +ve, its 3 months maternity leave, skip August closing (imagine closing and raya at same time..bujang mebi xpelah..dh kawen kirim salam lah suh keje time raya), and of course xpayah amik cuti raya

Baby, dok dlm perut ibu elok2 ya...klu nk keluar pun lepas 20/6. Amin

Twenty nine plus one lah!

Today I'm officially in 3 series...erk it just a figure

Plus this is the first time birthday in booo-lat version...lg sebulan +- nk berjuang di labour room

And I am happy because McD offering something to celebrate my birthday! Hahaha ape kes dan kaitannya?

meh celebrate my birthday..tp sila byr sendirik...hihi

Anyway at 12pm last night, encik suami gave me a sweet suprise! Yes its really a suprise for me...sbb myself mmg sah2 sudah tido, while he wait until 12 tgh malam semata2 nk wish and also bg present..Tenkiu abang..I love u!

matching wallet and handbag...

mata separuh terbukak mlm td sehingga kaler handbag pun xnmpk, disuruh bukak lampu, but I afraid karang Afham bangun plak...thehehe pagi ni br la nmpk

For the rest, I have no mood to write..personal achievement most likely in career - few things still not achieved. But most likely it is stuck because sibuk menambah bilangan anak..thehehe...Never mind maybe my luck and rezeki after 2nd one. Insya Allah

Long hiatus...

It has been few weeks without any entry!

Guess what I am super packed...For almost a month, I think I have tonnes of work (boleh plak kena buat keje staff resign....!)

Then speaking about preparation of 2^nd one, I think I still need to buy few items (poning den..berkira nk beli tungku..tungku plak berjenis..moden – biasa/ magnet, batu – bulat/ berpemegang..last time tungku time urut je..but read that klu ada tungku moden / batu tu berguna gak in future "uhuk2 terasa mcm dh nk tua")

The rest..rumah mmg tongkang..hari2 penat, as pregnancy towards the end, I can easily get tired (never ending)..belum kemas bilik nak pantang *aiyo mak mertua dtg skrg sure lah dia pengsan rumah mcm tongkang"

Its just a month *plus minus* to go...I am still worried so many things..even tho husband agree to take care Afham, while I will take care 2^nd..I'm still worried..Pattern tdo Afham pun mlm2 mcm2..ada hari mmg tdo hanya bgn sekali pukul 5 minum susu, ada hari plak pukul 2, 5 bgn minum susu..mata terbeliak...ada hari plak dia nk main pukul 2-3 pagi, ada hari plak dia terjaga pukul 2..dan xtdo smpi kul 3 diam aje dlm buai...*Can husband survive? Tak kan nak pass kat myself yg sure2 jaga newborn?*

I started busy teaching my temp...hurm although I have some printscreen doc which last time I passed to my temp, I still need to prepare new one for some task which last time tak buat..*note to myself : gaji tak naik tp jobscope naik..sila sedar diri..kihkihkih*

I guess I need 1-2 day offs later so that I can concentrate with house thing..kemas mana patut...get organized everything *and make sure husband not work from home..sbb nanti org sibuk kemas dia senang2 duduk dpn laptop bkn btl2 buat kerja tp sibuk fesbuk!!! Tak pun boleh dia blh bukak tv, layan dvd...again note to myself : adakah sudah tersalah cabang kerja yg mmg xde peluang nk bersantai2..asik keje tgk angka, tgk bank stmt..tp all those figure tak masuk dlm bank sdiri!*

Ok..till then..org sume sudah update dr berry-phoney...myself lambat update sbb sume kena tggu menaip dpn pc..update dr handphone nan ado!