Resignation....

I admit now my mind is full of resignation ideas...yup I think I do not really can stand anymore..

I asked husband whether it is ok if I resign and ? Then at the same time xde dpt offer kerja lagi...he asked whether my priority jobstreet is valid or not...hmm the only think that I can confirm I will save my year end bonus for in case I really dont find a new job by last day...

With tonnes of responsibilities makes me sick...rasa nk muntau ijau je...setiap hari rasa xnak check email sbb br nk tarik napas ada je keje lain dtg...just finished balance sheet recon for 8021,8022,8023,8024, 8025,8066,8090...pergh tujuh tu..5 active 2 lg tu dh cm dormant je..then suh prepare info untk tax comp 2 companies, tu xtermasuk ada gunung atas meje kena check and sign my life away...

Another thing I went for interview, saja2lah tnya handle tuk berapa entity..FM tu jwb one and only one...how I wish I could handle lesser companies...idakle pening...ni setiap kali nk jwb2 soklan kena make sure entity mana pstu xmasuk lg post kat SAP

Now I think I have been underpaid...and no more life ( skrg almost hari2 lunch tapau smbil wat keje...sbbnya bkn leh stay back lama2...kuar opis 6+ pun kul 8+ br smpi rumah...)

Kerja oh kerja...otak dh sarat benda -ve aje...hati pun dh xde, badan hoho dh xlarat ulang alik...pstu tambang weekly/ monthly pass ERL pun dh naik ( more solid reason to resign). Then I noticed something...very lately ni selalu sakit kepala..ada sehari tu tgh2 mlm terjaga dgn kepala sakit...wergh...dh tahap super stress ke?

Teringin nak balik keje leh smpi rumah around 7... At least smptla masak simple2 ke...ntah bile la nk rasa keje dekat sikit...letih2